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i love when annie comes home...and i can raid her iPod. [09 Aug 2005|08:27pm]
semi-new/rediscovered obsessions:

hopelessly by train (one of the most amazing songs ever, sung by one of the most beautiful voices ever.)
i can't make you love me by bonnie raitt
addicted by kelly clarkson
the reason why by rachael yamagata
charm attack by leona ness
crystal village by pete yorn
breathe by anna nalick
dance with me by 112 (ahhh sweet memories of teen scene)
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I love Gerard Way. [06 Aug 2005|04:42pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

Yesterday-warped tour-was so much fun. I love music.

It's really sad that summer is over because it was just getting fun. Although I am excited to find out what senior year has in store for us I just wish we could spend a few more weeks like this.



I know that it is freezing, but I think we have to walk
I keep waving at the taxis, they keep turning their lights off
But Julie knows a party at some actor's West side loft
Supplies are endless in the evening by the morning they'll be gone

When everything is lonely I can be my own best friend
I'll get a coffee and the paper, have my own conversations
with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection
The mask I polish in the evening by the morning looks like shit

And I know you have a heavy heart, I can feel it when we kiss
So many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it
But me I'm not a gamble, you can count on me to split
The love I sell you in the evening by the morning won't exist

You're looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black
Just keep going to the bathroom, always say you'll be right back
Well, it takes one to know one, kid, I think you've got it bad
But what's so easy in the evening by the morning's such a drag

I got a flask inside my pocket, we can share it on the train
And if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same
We may die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain
But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane

And I'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this
The reasons all have run away, but the feeling never did
It's not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live
Cause what is simple in the moonlight by the morning never is

And what's so simple in the moonlight now it's so complicated
And what's so simple in the moonlight, so simple in the moonlight
So simple in the moonlight...

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[22 Jul 2005|11:59pm]
[ mood | bored ]

woo new addiction...jack's mannequin.

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[08 Jul 2005|11:25pm]
"Love. I would ban the word from the vocabulary. Such imprecision. Love, which love, what love? Sentiment, fantasy, longing, lust? Obsession, devouring need?...Love is a bedtime story, a teddy bear, familiar, one eye missing...Love is a toy, a token, a scented handkerchief...Love is a check that can be forged, that can be cashed. Love is a payment that comes due."
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my loooooooooooveeeeee [06 Jul 2005|09:53pm]
one day we will wed.
one day we will wed.
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[01 Jul 2005|11:41pm]
annie got a tattoo. im so jealous. she always was the better one.
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i've got another confession to make... [19 Jun 2005|11:58am]
[ mood | tired ]

so last night me stace alex and his friends went to mattison's and it was sooo delish. i loved it, we gotta go there more often. then we rented blow and watched it with mer and leah. good movie. i can't believe it's a true story, gosh what an insane life. that was one looong movie though so we didn't get to bed till 2ish and had to get up at 9 for father's day breakfast. eek i've gotten so used to at least 11 hours sleep each night that 7 just didn't cut it and now im exhausted. i'm so excited for our camping trip! yey we leave thursday! and we got a tent, thank god! it wasn't look too good for a minute there. i'm in love with the video for best of you. and i really want to go back to the Guggenheim. i'm obsessed with Anna Gaskell.

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And if you knew how happy you are making me [28 May 2005|08:35pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

ay yi yi....tomorrow i leave at 5 o-frickin-clock in the morn. i'm really excited cuz i know it will be so much fun but im also scared cuz i dont want anything to change while i'm gone, not that i have any reason to believe that anything will change...i just like the way things are now. oh well you kids have fun and ill see you in 9 days!

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ya im bored [16 May 2005|09:05pm]
A - Age you got your first kiss: 13? or 14?
B - Band listening to right now: deathcab for cutie
C - Crush: you
D - Dad's name: jim
E - Easiest person to talk to: stacy
F - Favorite band at the moment?: hmm at the moment...my chemical romance
G - Gummy worms or Gummy bears?: worms fo sho
H - Hometown: chicago
I - Instruments: piano
J - Joyous memory: going to the christmas eve parties that the simonsons would have every year and playing flashlight tag with katie and the kanes and buring tortilla chips in the candles with erin and annie.
K - Kids: what about them? at this point i claim never to want to have kids, but i know i will.
L - Longest car ride ever: moving here from wisconsin when i was 8...annie and i were really pissed at our parents the whole time cuz we thought that moving was the end of our lives...now i thank god im not still living in that ho-dunk town of like 700.
M - Mom's name: sue
N - Number of piercings: 7
O - One wish: that friendships would last forever.
P - Phobia[s]: hm...big gross bugs, small confined spaces, dirty food or eating things that aren't meant to be eaten, insane people
Q - Quote: "You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, 'Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other,' because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness. You call yourself a free spirit, a 'wild thing,' and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage. Well baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somali-land. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself."
R - Reason to smile: i dunno...anything!
S - Song you sang last: singing along with the friends theme while watching tv
T - Time you woke up: 7ish
U - Unknown fact about me: when i was little, like 4 or 5, i used to get upset because i couldn't decide if i wanted to be a doctor or one of those clowns that makes balloon animals when i grew up.
V - Vegetable you hate: i hate those leafy greens that they make some salads out of, you know the ones that look like they've just been plucked from the tree outside? who wants to eat that!? i feel like a giraffe when i eat that stuff and it tastes nast.
W - Worst habit(s): i dunno? i can't think of any habits i have, although im sure there are many.
X - X-rays you've had: none. never been in a hospital actually.
Y - Yummy food: strawberries, blueberries, grapes, margarita pizza from california pizza kitchen, ravioli, salt and vinegar chips, pizza goldfish, swedish fish...the list goes on and on.
Z - Zodiac sign: aries
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Hallelujah, lock and load! [16 May 2005|08:26pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I can not wait for this week to be over...ay i just want to skip it all...the 2 finals, rice presentation, and 2 janoff papers. ugh. but i just keep telling myself that the sooner i get it all out of the way, the sooner it is summer and i'm off grounding!! woo!! so exciting.

aww my dad is gonna cook my breakfast in the morning to see if it helps the headache i get every afternoon. how considerate of him.

i know its a little early...but im starting to panic already about getting into college. everyone keeps telling me how impossible it is to get into california schools from out of state and, to say the least, that just isnt boosting my confidence. i lay in bed and just worry about not getting into any schools i want to go to and then what will i do!? ayyy yi yi i'll just hafta try and not focus on that until the time comes.

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we don't have much room to live [11 May 2005|09:45pm]
[ mood | happy ]

so seeing as im in the best mood ive been in in about 5 weeks im taking this opportunity to do the impossible...update! dun dun dun!

had a dominican meeting tonight...it got me all pumped up and im so freaking excited to go again! last time was probably the best trip ive ever gone on (ok well equal with spain<3) and i just cant wait to do it again! i feel like a good person lol, plus the people rock and its just amazing.

im also gonna go stay with andrea for a bit over the summer and then off to california to visit USC and UCLA and hopefully stay with annie for a while since shes staying in berk this summer! ah the prospect of getting away from here is just so thrilling!

but for now im just trying to get through 7 more days of school. then we're seniors! sheesh this is all so fast...i still think of myself as a blonde little girl with a queer northern accent.

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hey, hey, watch me wave... [09 Apr 2005|12:59pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

not having a car suuuuuucks! i cant do anything. im sitting here like a hermit with no where to go. god im so bored, and sick of this place. how i envy annie...

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[07 Apr 2005|03:14pm]
I suck at life.
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we're almost 23 and you're still mad at me...so much i had said to you and i wanna take it back [06 Apr 2005|06:39pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

yesterday was fun. called in sick to work...yeahhhh those fake migranes are a bitch. stace came over for what seemed to be just a friendly visit. it wasn't until she began raiding my closet that her real motives were unearthed! its not that she gives a hoot about me, just about scoping out the clothes! haha anyways i had the grand idea of going rollerblading, something i hadnt attempted since probably 7th grade...but with these freshly paved roads in the hood i just couldnt resist. so we rolled out (literally har har har) and then washed the taz-mobile. sheesh was that a task...who knew that car was white underneath all that filth!? anyways a few original babs and taz raps later stace was off and i was left to conquer the stat hw. seeing as he was stopping by chris' i chatted with mj for a bit and then finished my work. it was bomb.

ugh tomorrow the lang mock! 4 hoursssssss of essays and rhetorical analysis!!!!!!!!!!! im sure to keel over before its done!

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take a look at me now, there's just an empty space, and you coming back to me is against the odds [04 Apr 2005|02:39pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

ugggghhhh i cant deciiiiiiide! ipod and some other things or surfboard? help me. oh for my birthday btw.

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[03 Apr 2005|07:35pm]
[ mood | angry ]

All of these people in my life, well they seem so in love
Well, I am not
Memorizing my shoes in a cigarette shop
Does anybody want to take me home?
Does anybody want to take me home?
I'm kinda lonely, will you take me home?
Of course you will
Of course you won't

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if you don't know honey honey then you don't. [31 Mar 2005|11:36pm]
[ mood | blah ]

what a shitty past couple of days.

what a shitty break actually. all ive done is be sick, work, work, work, work, and get in trouble. woooooooooohooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

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I'm not o-fucking-k! [27 Mar 2005|02:19pm]
[ mood | i love you! ]

so yey! ive got 175 buckaroos! new jeans here i come!

thursday night rocked, i loved it, watching all the tension and crazy mix of people! it was great.

 friday and saturday i slept all day and worked all night cuz ive been sick :( i think im getting over it though! thank god!!! sick on spring break=pathetic.

today im going to "dinner" at like 3 with the g-rents and then hangin out with avsy! yyyeaaahhh!

 i miss you.

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Here you can be anything. I think that scares you. [23 Mar 2005|03:28pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

aaaaaaaaaaaarhajskhdasjdksajdksajdklsajdksjalkdasjklda; you suck.

i hate this weather. gimme some sunnnn!! lord knows i need it, i look like a ghost. whoa a cop just drove down my street, how random is that? ive never seen a cop in my neighborhood before. ok anyways, i cant wait for break, i really just need some time to be stress free. im so unmotivated as far as school goes, just ready for this year to be over! i wanna go on a trip...


What's wrong baby, don't they treat you like they should?
Did you take 'em for it?
Every penny that you could?
We once walked out on the beach and once I almost touched your
hand.
Oh how I dreamed to finally say such things then only to
pretend.
Don't you know I'm thinkin', drivin' 405 past midnight.
You know I miss you.
Don't you know that I miss you?
Ninth and Ash on a Tuesday night.
I would write to you from a museum mile, toast to you:
your whisper, your smile.
Up the stairs at the Weatherford, a ghost each place I hide.
If you don't don't know, why would you say so?
Would you mean this please if it happens?
If you don't know, why would you say so?
Won't you get your story straight.
If you don't know, honey, why'd you just say so?
And I need this now more than I ever did.
If you don't well, honey, then you don't.
I left you waiting, at the least could we be friends?
Should have never started, ain't that the way it always ends?
On my life I'll try today, there's so much I've felt I should
say, but.
Even if your heart would listen, doubt I could explain.
If you don't don't know, why'd you say so?
Would you mean this please if it happens?
If you don't know, why would you say so?
Won't you get your story straight.
If you don't know, honey, why'd you just say so?
Cause I need this now more than I ever did.
If you don't well, honey, then you don't.
So here we are now, a sip of wine a sip of water.
Someday maybe, maybe someday we'll be smarter.
And I'm sorry that I'm such a mess, I drank all my money could
get and,
took everything you let me have and then I never loved you back.
If you don't don't know, why would you say so?
Would you mean the please if it happens?
If you don't know, why would you say so?
Won't you get your story straight?
If you don't know, honey, why'd you just say so?
Cause I need this now yeah need this, need this.
If you don't well, honey, then you don't
And if you don't well, honey, then you don't
If you don't know, honey, honey, then you don't.

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I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite albums back... [20 Mar 2005|07:03pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

...as you're lying there drifting off to sleep


home sweet home. finally! we all agreed without hesitation that if someone offered us a million dollars to live in indiana we would never do it.

so annie and her two friends came home with us for a week for their spring break. it'll be a full house for a while, but theyre fun.

one of my biggest pet peeves is filing nails, and now i have to sit here and file all of mine because when i got them done they came out too long. uuuuhh its like nails on a chalkboard!!

so spring break is gonna ball. i can't wait.

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